Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to you all. I hope and pray that this season has brought and will bring wonderful things to us all, and that the coming new year is one filled with happiness and joy.

I have not received that positive pg test that we had hoped and prayed for, but we still had a wonderful day with our family and I give thanks for all the blessings God has bestowed upon us.

I am not happy to face another cycle, and have to decide whether to continue on with treatments or take a break until spring, but then I know that this imperfect world rarely treats us fairly. I discovered this song in 2008 when Ben was in the hospital, it spoke to me then in my despair, and it still speaks to me as I sit here with a heavy heart despite my joy in celebrating our Christ's birth.

Here is the address, I'm sorry I can't embed the video to make it clicky, for some reason that is disabled. :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXPZYGBxqmc

Enjoy!