Why?

Why did my temperature have to dive today? Why can't I just freakin' ovulate? If I can't ovulate, why can't I just get my period and get this cycle over with? Why am I on the verge of tears as I sit here typing this?

I'm going to work on channeling patience, peace, and a good mood. And I'm going to clean the house with some very loud music, and maybe do some retail therapy this afternoon. ::sigh:: And I'm going to finally call the RE/OBGYN whose office is my first choice to go to. And Ben will be giving his sample for the SA today, so we'll have those results in the next few days.

This is not the road I wanted to go down. Looks like I don't have any choice.